Disconnected.....

Things I do or say are never right in your eyes. I always feel so out of place, I don't belong here. I hate this feeling of being drowned in my own thoughts. They exaggerate the situation and make everything seem so much more worse than it really is. I hate my sense of imagination since it goes over board and gets me emotional. Everything in my life is over exaggerated or overrated.  Nothibg is as it seems anymore. Things I want can never be obtained. Things I need come barreling to me but disappear in an instance.  Why do I feel so far from people that I want so badly to be closer to my heart.

I Just Don't Know...

How am i supposed to feel? Sometimes, I put myself in these situations where I feel like no one notices me or my feelings or am I just over thinking itor over exaggerating it all? I'm unsure. I mean they should know me well enough, right? They are my best friends after all. But it seems they don't care :(

Life~

Today, I hung out with my besties. I love them so much; they're like my sisters! We ranted about life and people who we dislike and hate. I wish I could just throw a chair at a certain someone, but I would get in trouble for that. People nowadays are so snobby. I'm glad my friends and I found one another or I have no idea if I could live throughout high school without them by my side. Too much drama in my life right now and I'm so thankful I have people who'll listen to me when I need them.